~~~ ::: WHOA WAH LAU EH ::: ~~~

I want that White LG HP! =)

till today... i still cant believe what I went through to do this!

Bite Me!

Parallel Run

"words cut deeper than sword"

Im in no mood today. i have experience the above and also do it to others. maybe i just dont know how to talk. some people might interpret it differently. to most people who knows me... im actually a quiet person and so is my family. my words hav hurt people. not once... but few times... not 1 person but to few... the feeling is very painful... direct to the heart. you want to cry... but u cant.. u want to shout u cant.. the pain kept building up n u feel like you are going to hav a heart attack.

wat i want to express and wat im blurt out might not b the same. Parallel run is not practiced in this case. wat is done is done... "sorry" doesnt provide u a u-turn. "love/friendship" doesnt giv u any advantage. actually im a very sensitive person . not much people know that. when people say something hurtful it went directly to my heart. might not show it. i might also return u with a smile.

its a very hard day to go through today, especially with too much work n also the pain in the chest. reason to post this is to remind myself not to simply talk anymore as words cut deeper than sword!

p/s: a bi, im sorry.

Im Crossing My Finger! Praying to God!

Suki had recommend me a job at her place. I cant deny the fact that Im so much into it. I tried to keep myself from not thinking too much. But still I think. The benefits are too much to bear with. I tot with frens recommend me over there, the chances are higher. With all the benefits... bonuses, activities, OT claims, phone lines... hmm... its way much better that what Im having now..

I was having a family dinner yesterday at Pizza Hut. Its my father's birthday. Happy Birthday Dad! Hoped u liked the dinner and not to forget, Happy Bertunang to R & A!

Turning IT into a proftable Department

Met Gary yesterday. We have a long talk about our work. Kena brain wash from him. Kanasai! The fact is I din waste my 3 hours there. Things that he said really makes me stumbled and out of words. I was complaining about my job most of out talk.... he just strike at the right moment.. make me totally understand the word MANAGEMENT. Ive bet.. thats the quality that Im lack off. Making IT as a profitable department.... hmmm sounds impossble... ive been thinking all night... what he said its true in all ways... By complaining wont solve any problem... By talking wont solve any problem... and the same result if you just kept it to urself. Prove your FACTS!!! Prove to the company that what you do actually helps the company save, sum it up & present to the board.

Am I being a very bad at my management skills? Am I a good manager? Am i being exposed to managerial skills? Do I know what do a manager have to do actually? Ah Bi said... "You cant even manage yourself! How to manage a department?" Well... Im good at Soccermanager... hahahahahha! Guess Im only good in things that I like.... I should hav learn to like my job instead of complaining! Quoting Dr Fazilah Kamsah "Org lain buat duit, you buat ALASAN!" =)