Parallel Run

"words cut deeper than sword"

Im in no mood today. i have experience the above and also do it to others. maybe i just dont know how to talk. some people might interpret it differently. to most people who knows me... im actually a quiet person and so is my family. my words hav hurt people. not once... but few times... not 1 person but to few... the feeling is very painful... direct to the heart. you want to cry... but u cant.. u want to shout u cant.. the pain kept building up n u feel like you are going to hav a heart attack.

wat i want to express and wat im blurt out might not b the same. Parallel run is not practiced in this case. wat is done is done... "sorry" doesnt provide u a u-turn. "love/friendship" doesnt giv u any advantage. actually im a very sensitive person . not much people know that. when people say something hurtful it went directly to my heart. might not show it. i might also return u with a smile.

its a very hard day to go through today, especially with too much work n also the pain in the chest. reason to post this is to remind myself not to simply talk anymore as words cut deeper than sword!

p/s: a bi, im sorry.